diary of withdrawal from a severe addiction to cocodomal 30/500

Hi
When I first joined this site I gave the bare minimum details of my story but I've read around this site for a while now and I see some of my post have been viewed to I'm going to tell a little story I think a lot if yo out there are all to familiar with .still I've never told anyone ever not even my husband or docter I am ashamed and I've have now not had any cocodomal for over 2 weeks I no that does not sound long to you but coming from someone that took up to 10 in one go every six hours or so it all started with migranes now that is a long story that involves acupuncure and neaurologist and hundreds fo different medications. Over a course of two years I was about to loose my job throgh bein off a lot with migranes untill my docter tried me with thes rizatriptan wafer (I thin that's how you spell it) and coxodomal 30/500. And combining these I was finally able to function it was brilliant I felt so good I then started my own buisness and it was going great I loved it this lasted for about 3 years then the medication was not workin I'd buit up an intolerance so I took more and more a more over the next two years oh and the lies I used to tell to cover it up what was happening you know what I'm talkin about ! Mu buisness was starting to suffer and I had noi life I always had to have a constant supply I'd go round every chemist in town and there is a lot in my town and buy the solpadine max when I ran out I lied to my husband about how many tabs I got from the doc I got 200 a month I told him I only got 100 so he did not suspect last year we saved for a holiday and I was so scared of going incase I ran out and I coulndt get a chemist where we were going and then I realiesd this is running life spent the last year weaning myselff of them then going back on them I was taking 10 at a ime 3 to 4 times a day I want to start trying for a baby at the start of next year it may be that but I just woke up one day and dcided it was time to stop not had one for over 2 weeks and even through the withdrawl which was really bad I would definatly form what I've experienced and read about it. It is very much like withdarwal from heroin diareah vomiting cramps hot cold sweats the lot I'm now through all that now my legs are I bit achy and my body is still a bit stiff but I know I will never put a codine base drug in my mouth ever again looking forward to the future. Can't wait to become a mum and finally I can start trying for a baby I've used so many things over the years to my husband about why we could not have a baby and now while writing this litte post I've finally realised the timing has been perfect for years but I was to scared to stop taking the codine I don't know where this courage I now have withhin myself to do this came from but I love it and kong may it last
I did post a few posts through the first 2 weeks so althogh its not too detailed if you need to know anything coz belive me I tried everyhing to get rid of the pain pm me I'd be glad to chat to you I'm not a docter but I do know what you are going through xxx