I'm incredibly sad by the loss of our baby. We were 7 1/2 weeks pregnant. We've had 2 successful pregnancies w/out complications! Our children are now 10 and 8. I had an ultra sound 2 weeks ago showing the sac and the baby forming. It was not developed at the point to see the heart beat. I was going in this week to do another ultra sound to ensure we were doing fine. I came home from my walk as usual and went to the rest room and blood. It wasn't "bright" red just light brown. Went to my obgyn and she seem to think I could be having a miscarriage. I felt horrible...what did I do? Why? She didn't tell me what was about to happen, NOTHING! For the next 3 days was the most heart felt pain I can't even begin to explain. Everytime I went to the restroom I would start to cry and check what was coming out of me. The unknown was tearing me apart. I didn't know what I was looking at, all I saw and found were blood clots, this mucus sac followed by I don't even know how to explain it. I felt as if I was loosing my mind. I did see a larger sac dark but light, I just staired at it and prayed. The bleeding seems to come and go in waves, a bright red color now with clots here and there. My body feels like it is going back to how I was before we were pregnant. My breast aren't sensitive anymore let alone warm, my stomach feels simi back to normal, but mentally I'm not. Its super hard on some levels to deal with this due to the fact everyone in our court has just had another baby or is getting ready to have one. I'm thankful that their pregnancies went well and the babies are healthy, but then I think why me? I know with time I will heal, in the mean time I will keep my head up and be the best mom to our children. Our baby was due April 3rd, 2011. Our baby was going to be his birthday present....his is April 24th. Does anyone have any advice for me? It's so painful knowing we lost our baby. I'm 35 now and I can't even begin to explain the emotional roller coaster I'm on. I feel like I'm in this alone.....
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I had a miscarriage when I was 19yrs old.I am 23 now with two kids.Time can only heal pain.in memory of my miscarriage I planted a pink rose bush,every time it blooms.I remember that day.I became pregnant with my daughter 3 months after my miscarriage.she just turned 3yrs old this past june.and is very healthy along with my son who will be a year this september.as I said time will heal your pain.and it is possible to have a healthy baby after your miscarriage.
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I have had a miscarriage, a baby born at 27 weeks and died, and had two babies at 34 weeks who lived and are fine and healthy. Is there something wrong with my body, and should I even have any more children?
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