Well i think i'm hypochondriac and it's driving me out of my mind Now for more than a month , it's all started when one day i woke up i had my period followed by itching feeling in my vagina and small bumps i googled the symptoms and i found out that it might be a vaginal yeast infection as i've come across some posts saying that Vaginal yeast infections might be a sign of diabetes or Hiv (aids) and then i freaked out i was like what if i have Hiv ? and then i believed it & i got stuck in a deep anxiety then i was like fine i'm not gonna tell anyone i'll just die silently but though i was still scared and stuff to the point that while i was helping my mom in the kitchen i cut my finger and my mom was like oh it's ok don't move i'll help you to stop the bleeding in ur finger i was LIKE NO MOM don't touch my blood because i thought if she touched the blood i'm gonna infect her and she is gonna die because of me that's not fair , time passes and i'm always googling about Hiv and how long i might survive and stuff until one night i had a shoulder pain in my my back (probably from staying up all night googlig about hiv) and then i searched in google of what it might be and i'v read that it's a sign of a heart attack i freaked out i thought i had a heart attack that night and i was dying back then i forgot about the hiv i was busy thinking i have a heartattack and then the phase developed from thinking i have a heartattack unto thinking i've lung cancer and then oneday i woke up i had a simple headache and some thoughts crossed my mind , What if i have a cancer tumor in my head and then i struggle with thoughts , now i don't even think i have hiv and i think at these silly days when i was freaking for nothing :( additionally 15 days ago a classmate lost her mom she was very sick and when i heard it i was like what if i lost my mom too i started crying thinking i'd be left alone and i prayed to god that he will take my soul first now all these worries ended but i have new one about skin cancer :'( help Auditional details oneday while i was taking a poop in the toilet i thought to my self what if i was setting on sperms and few mintues later i was convinced that i'm pregnant i freaked out i know deep inside it's impossible since i didn't have sex or anything as it sounds silly but i trusted my thoughts and told my self the only man that lives in my house right now is my brother so if my brother ejaculated on the toilet set i'm pregnant from him and i was trying to find out how tot tell my mom and i"ve thought to go and rise my child alone even if it was from my brother i would never do abrotion because it's the same as killing somebody . i swear this has happened i'm suffering i've had enough and i can't stop :'(