I am 18 years old and i am pregnant. I was still confused about what I wantand told the father. He was extremely happy. Also told my mother who had tears of joy who then Told the rest of my family and then they told their friends. It spread very quickly (I live in a small village) I feel like I told two of them too soon. I don't even know if I want to go thorough with the pregnancy and now everyone knows and is very happy for me. I feel like I need to pretend to know this is exactly what I want but I don't. I am in college and I had to take a semester off to figure things out. I do not get a long with my mother but at this point I have no choice but to love back into her house, we have fights constantly. I don't want to go thorough with the pregnancy but my mother, the potential father who I've only dated for 4 months, my best friend who is also a huge influence ( has a 5 year old son) and is very happy for me, my immediate family members... they all want me to keep it. I don't know how we're all going to end up happy. I don't have a good job i just got out of high school and first year of college is done, i don't have my own place, the father is struggling financially, paying off some debts. I just want an abortion, bare all the negative feedback and go back to school. I can't find anyone in my life to support me with this.