Hi forum,
I'm only 18 years old, yet for the past four years of my life, I have been in a strange mental state. I feel disconnected from reality, as if everything was just not so real. My peripheral vision has become somewhat hazy, and my eyes tend to unfocus if I relax. lthough i wouldn't wAnt to misguide you into thinking this is a vision problem, because these symptoms came along with this "brain foggyness" that I have been experiencing. My short term memory has gotten worse (I had always been forgetful, but now sometimes I can't remember where I placed an object one minute ago). I've consulted a doctor for this problem, and he sent me off to get an E.E.G., as well as an MRI scan, which both came up clean, with no problems. I followed up with a doctor and he told me that it could be linked to a bike crash i had when i was 14, so I went to three seperate ostipaths to get my head and spine checked out. They all found tension in my head muscles and some minor adjustments to be made in my spine, which they fixed, supposedly. However their treatments had no effect on my condition. I am still feeling lost, floating... Hazy today.
I do not consume drugs regularly, although i've had maybe maximum 30 or so experiences with marijuana in my life, and one experience with magic mushrooms. To tell you the truth, I can't remember if this started after or before the first time i took drugs, but i'm pretty sure it was before, so i would like some theories other than drug use, unless you can find something more in detail than simply pinning it on the drug use.
Additionally, matter what the conditions, soberness for extended periods, physical activity, no physical activity, vegetarianism, common diet, etc., there has been no variation in the degree of this mental hazyness.
This whole thing has made me quite depressed because life was so much better before this started. i would just like for things to go back the way they were... What do you think can be done about this? Any theories for a diagnosis? I've been quite depressed because of this, it's drasticly reduced the value I attribute to life... I'd love for you guys to help me out with this one, it would mean the world to me.
Thanks guys,
S. K.
I'm only 18 years old, yet for the past four years of my life, I have been in a strange mental state. I feel disconnected from reality, as if everything was just not so real. My peripheral vision has become somewhat hazy, and my eyes tend to unfocus if I relax. lthough i wouldn't wAnt to misguide you into thinking this is a vision problem, because these symptoms came along with this "brain foggyness" that I have been experiencing. My short term memory has gotten worse (I had always been forgetful, but now sometimes I can't remember where I placed an object one minute ago). I've consulted a doctor for this problem, and he sent me off to get an E.E.G., as well as an MRI scan, which both came up clean, with no problems. I followed up with a doctor and he told me that it could be linked to a bike crash i had when i was 14, so I went to three seperate ostipaths to get my head and spine checked out. They all found tension in my head muscles and some minor adjustments to be made in my spine, which they fixed, supposedly. However their treatments had no effect on my condition. I am still feeling lost, floating... Hazy today.
I do not consume drugs regularly, although i've had maybe maximum 30 or so experiences with marijuana in my life, and one experience with magic mushrooms. To tell you the truth, I can't remember if this started after or before the first time i took drugs, but i'm pretty sure it was before, so i would like some theories other than drug use, unless you can find something more in detail than simply pinning it on the drug use.
Additionally, matter what the conditions, soberness for extended periods, physical activity, no physical activity, vegetarianism, common diet, etc., there has been no variation in the degree of this mental hazyness.
This whole thing has made me quite depressed because life was so much better before this started. i would just like for things to go back the way they were... What do you think can be done about this? Any theories for a diagnosis? I've been quite depressed because of this, it's drasticly reduced the value I attribute to life... I'd love for you guys to help me out with this one, it would mean the world to me.
Thanks guys,
S. K.
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