go to sleep never wake up

Why would you want to do this?  Life is never that bad that you need to take your own life!  If you need to talk I am here without any judgements and keep my own opinions to myself, I just care and want to help you with whatever is troubling you.

Dear guest,
I am so sorry that you feel so badly that you would ask this question. Fortunately, I have only contemplated this question 3-4 times over 5 years of depression; so, I can relate to you. I decided that I could not even consider it again because it would not be fair to my daughter who is 26 years but still needs me. In addition, if I left her, she would have no one to love her as a mother can. Thankfully, I am still able to love her enough to care about her. I am sure that you must be very frustrated and in a lot of pain, I can relate to that too, since I have existed in that hole for many years. However, recently, after numerous meds and talks, I have finally found a medication that is helping me feel like my old self, and empowers me to function again. It is called Vyvanse. Not sure what your problems are but just remember, there is HOPE! Eventually, if you keep looking, you will find some, if not all relief. If you want to just talk, email me at 

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Hello. I suffer from depression and spent four months in hospital. My job has gone, have now to give up my private rented home in the coming weeks. I have stock piled 20 x 5mg diazapam, 20 x 200mg sertraline, 20 x 300mg quatepine , 30 x pregabalin plus a stack of b/p pills. Iam ashamed to say i plan the end in 2/3 weeks time. I see my self as a coward when so many fight to hang on too life. "Go to sleep never wake up" is my choice.....i feel my life is over. Iam in my 50's and putting the final touches to my plan. I have to do this, god bless.