I have 2 knots/lumps/bumps or whatever on my forehead and I've had it since I was 4 and now I'm 12, my parents told me I go it by falling off a rocking chair when I was 4 and my head hit the ground but I'm sure they don't exactly know for sure according to what they told me because according to them my brother and I were being babysat while my parents were out and the babysitter told them my brother pushed me off the rocking chair and they told me the babysitter was just lying by trying to blame it on my brother (my brother was 8 at the time) but I'm sure they would'nt exactly know for sure that he did'nt if they were'nt there. Sometimes I think they're lying but I don't even really know.
Anyways, I'm very self conscious because of it and it lowers my self esteem. In my old school (in elementary) kids would be like what's that on your forehead and they'd touch and stuff and it was pretty annoying, but then I moved to another state and went to a new school and nobody ever mentioned it or asked me about or anything and it really helped because my self esteem would go up a little.But I know it would be different because it would be another state...But still I know they're probably just trying not to be rude. I'm not even sure if it's very noticeable or not because sometimes people who I just met would ask me right away and ask me what happened to my forehead, my brother and one of my friends says it's not even that noticeable.I remember when I had stayed over at my cousins' house for like a week and all of a sudden one of them told me I had something on my forehead and then said it looks like a mosquito bite or something and I was like "huh?" and then he was like oh never mind. But when I look in the mirror I think it's very noticeable and I think it makes me look angry somehow, I think I'd look way pretty without it being there which is why I'm self conscious, one of my friend in my old school said I'd look better without it and I asked my bestfriend and she said no I would'nt but I'm sure she was just sugar coating. Each time I ask my new friends about they either seem to not here me or ignore me or something and I'd feel really awkward so I just move on acting like I never asked and I'd feel a little uncomfortable asking about it.
I'd always ask my mom I want to get surgery to remove it or something because I hate it and I asked her why she did'nt get me surgery when I was younger to remove it and she'd tell me she went to the doctors and they said it would go away in time,which I'm sure was bs because it never went away...she'd tell me no we don't have money to give you surgery and we'd always argue and no matter what there's going to be this part of me mad at them for the knots and why did'nt they get me surgery when I was younger and I would'nt ever had to know about it and I would'nt be so self conscious and why did'nt they took care of me in the first place then I would've never got it. I know they can't do anything about the past but they would'nt even get me surgery to remove it or even try. But hey when I make a tiny mistake in the past and my mom won't let go of it and she's going to be all bitchy about it like no I can't let go of it, it bothers me so much, I'm all like nig is u srs? you can't let go that I did'nt do dishes that night and I did it in the morning instead but you want me to let go the fact that I have this sh*t on my head which caused 90% of the reason why I'm so insecure .lol.no.go f**k off. ~Of course I did'nt say that to her but those were my thoughts.
ANYWAYSSSSSSS. Anyone know a magical way to cure this without surgery? And how much it would cost to get surgery for it? And your experience of getting surgery on yours and the results. c: