hEY JUST TO SAY THAT IVE HAD VERY WEIRD EXPERIENCE WITH MY HEART OR AT LEAST I THINK I HAVE...LAST YEAR I WAS VERY FIT AND GREAT SHAPE ON MY WAY TO GETTING A CALL UP TO THE IRELAND SQUAD IN FOOTBALL...BUT ONE NIGHT LAST YEAR MY FRIEND AND I WALKED DOWN TO HIS GIRLFRIENDS HOUSE AND AS WE WERE STANDING AROUND AND I JUST SUDDENLY FELT AS IF MY HEART WAS GOING TO STOP...IT WAS VERY STRANGE AND I DIDN NO WAT TO DO...SO I JUST WENT HOME AND WEN I SAT DOWN WITH EVERY1 IN THE SITTING ROOM MY HEART WAS BEATING SO HARD...DEN I WENT UPSTAIRS TO MY ROOM AND I THOUGHT IF I GO ASLEEP ILL BE BETTER IN THE MORNIN...SO THE NEXT MORNING I TAUT I WAS GRAND UNTIL I STOOD UP AND TAUT MY HEART WAS GONE...SO I WAS SCARED OF GOING OUT AT ALL SO I STAYED INDOORS MOST OF THE TIME...WEN I WAS GOING TO DO A NUMBER 2 ON THE TOILET MY HEART WOULD BEAT VERY FAST AND HARD AND I TAUT IT WAS THE END..BUT ONCE I STARTED TAKING THESE TABLETS MULTIVITAMINS AND OMEGA 3 FISH OILS I NOTICED MY HEART WAS GETTING A BIT BETTER AND I FOUND THE CONFIDENCE TO GO OUT AGAIN AND FOUND MY HEART GETTING BETTER OR NORMAL PER SAY BUT IT WASN'T EXACTLY...SOMETIMES MY HEART BEATS FINE AND THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN PAUSES THEN STARTS AGAIN AND GOES FAST AND THEN RELAXES FOR A WHILE AND THE SAME THING HAPPENS MAYBE 1-3 MAYBE 4 TIMES A DAY..IM NOT SURE WAT TO DO CUZ ITS BEEN NEARLY A YEAR SINCE IT HAPPENED AND IVE QUIT FOOTBALL AND I REALLY WANNA GO BACK BUT IM JUST SCARED DAT IF I GO BK ILL JUST COLLAPSE ON THE FIELD...BUT I HAVE PLAYED A LOTTA MATCHES IN SCHOOL AND STUFF BUT MESSING MATCHES BUT FOUND MY HEART BEAT RATHER INTENSIVELY BUT THEN AFTER RELAXING MY HEART IS FINE...BUT SOME TIMES FEEL A BIT DIZZY BUT ONLY FOR AROUND 5 SECONDS...SOMETIMES IT FEELS LYK MY HEART IS IN HERE EITHER SOMETIMES I CANT FEEL IT BEATING AND IT SCARES THE HELL OUTTA ME AND I ALWAYS PRAY AT NYT TO GOD JUST TO MAKE IT BETTER AND IT HAS BEEN GETTING BETTER SINCE LAST YEAR BUT I WANT IT TO GO BK TO THE WAY IT WAS YEARS AGO WEN I 1ST STARTED PLAYING FOOTBALL...PLEASE ANY1 HELP ME IM SO SCARED AND IM AFRAID TO TELL MY MAM OR ANY1...ITS NOT HOLDING ME BACK IN LIFE ITS JUST FROM FOOTBALL AND I WANNA BE A PROFESSIONAL AND I WAS SO CLOSE IN DOING SO BEFORE I GAVE UP...I KEEP TELLING MYSELF THAT THERE IS NOTHING WRONG BUT I HAVE MY DOUBTS SOMETIMES....PLEASE SOME1 HELP ME