hi my names snoop and i have a very disturbing embaresing mental problem, i am 21 years old and i have been smoking marijuana for 7 years now, i smoked it and enjoyed it sooo much whether at home or with friends,i smoked more then a quarter a week 1/4 dailly non stop for 7 years, now the problem acured when i couldnt stare into someones eyes while talking or listenening to any one and i developed this strange mentaldisorder, it first developed when i was with some freinds and i couldnt eye-contact him while he was talking to me and i moved my eyes away from his eyes i looked down but exidently looked at his ( private part ) and he looked at me very strangely thinking in his mind could this boy be gay and then imedietly i had an axiety and panic atack, and since that day i cant talk or listen or concentrate even to my own parents or any one in this world because everytime i have to talk or listen to anyone i have to look at his face and i see his or her ( private part) even while stairing at their eyes and i imedietly get a panic and axiety atack about they might be thinking very wrong about me, since that day i am traped in my own world every time i have to talk to any one i feel very nervous i dnt seem to understand what the other person is talking about or what i should talk about and every time i have to talk i see his (private part) even while im only looking into his eyes i even stoped smoking completely its been nearly 3 weeks now but i dnt see any changes , whenever i think about facing someone or meeting or talking to someone even my own parents i get very very very panici and i have developed this habbit now, i dnt undestand where i had gone wrong or what i could do to solve this very unusual problem i cant even discus this to my parents im too embaresed please someone help me! help me! help me please!
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Hi, I know what you mean, it's ur anxiety taking over you and anxiety is fear! What people might think of you, how you look at that moment and so on. My anxiety started when I would smoke, I started being afraid that I would feel bad if I got high and I would, that nasty feeling made me quit weed also, it's like from loving it I turned to hating it. The problem didn't stop when I quit, in the first 2 month it became worst, only after 3 month I started feeling better. My thing was I started making my self face my fears, like in your case facing people, practicing on your close people and even sharing about your fear. If you face it believe me it will go away forever. Fear only gets stronger if you are hiding from it, feeding it by running away, it will only get worse this way. Weed just makes u more paranoid, afraid of the jugment of others. Leave the fear and you will c u will be happy with your accomplishments. Don't worrie about what people think, every one has their own problems. Besides, if you wount smoke weed, the feeling will get weaker, and eventually dissapear. It takes time just be strong and face ur fear!
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Marijuana did not cause any you any kind of mental problem. You developed an anxiety disorder, that's all. As for seeing your friends private parts in your mind, well, maybe you should sit down and try to get to know yourself better.
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