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If you smoke a lot since i was born you lived all your life in a fog.
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weed is to strong up here in Bud Country
smoking reefer gives my mind a drift
So i think the message i will leave you all with is: Weed can help you or hurt you; just like anything else. Too much of anything is bad.
Sitting at home baked out of your tree laying on the couch gets boring after awhile; get out there and see the world you pale faced baggy eyed video game playing stoners. There's a whole world out there. And a whole universe if you can build a spaceship, or steal a UFO from some aliens.
I don't need weed to be happy, but if theres some around for a reasonable price, I don't see why i shouldn't smoke a bit...
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My name is Nichole. I am newly 17 years young & I have been smoking pot since I was 14-15 years young.
Never the type that smoked day to day all day long. But throughout the years it became more and more. I've smoked spice or what some people refer to as legal weed 2-3 times in my life. Now everyday everything feels fake. It feels like it isn't real. It feels painful and it feels like it isn't going to go away. The longest I quit for was 3 months, and I started up again because my counler told me she didn't think that's why I had depression and she thinks that I have just been through a lot in my life.
When my mom went back to jail I started smoking heavy to get my mind off things and to pass the time. I was having nightmares everynight and decided that I needed to quit smoking. It has been a little over a week now that I have quit and I'm just trying to get myself to go back to normal like I use to be and become "nichole again."
Sometimes I have panic attacks in my head. Sometimes I can't control my emotions/irritability. & I want to cry all the time.
If anyone needs someone to talk to i will be here, feel free to contact me!
We can work through this together. xo
I just want it to end.
The only thing that keeps me quitting is "a few hours of fun isn't worth a life full of pain."
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I smoked everyday for 11 years on chronic bud we get here in Australia. I gave up a year ago and still have trouble sleeping. Some nights I don't sleep at all, usually sleeping 4-5 hours after lying awake for about the same. I use valarien root and camomile teas but they don't really work, just make me slightly drowsy. My body was so used to the sleeping side effects of weed that I can't naturally sleep anymore no matter how clean I live or what I attempt (exercise, meditation).
I used weed to mask the fact I was totally unhappy with myself and not able to get help or talk about my pain, due to the stigma associated with gender dysphoria in a masculine crazed society.
It is a great natural herb and I can't speak highly enough of it. My addictive personality and my anxiety, depression and gender issues are to blame for my problems. Anyone blaming weed for their problems should reflect on WHY they smoked so much dope.
Marijuana should be legalised the world over and replace alcohol as the socially accepted drug. Why is a peaceful drug illegal and an aggresive depressive drug legal? Unbelievable. Nobody here would have problems socialising (maybe besides me) if weed was sold and smoked in a bar like atmosphere.
Good luck to everyone out there trying to quit and sleep. Just letting you know what you might be in for, hopefully not, but this my reality.
Rant Over!
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This thought of: "it´s all in your head" is BS".
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