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Jeanne
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I am starting my first dose of suboxone today, I am sick as hell right now! when I take it will i feel any better?
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I would like to say to those of you who are really interested in getting off the opiate addiction train what my experience is/was.
About 12 years ago after suffering a knee injury I started taking opiates for pain. It was as directed but after I found out there was a "good" feeling to be had I soon was taking more than my dose. I did that and enjoyed the ride for several years but about 2 years ago the good times ended. I noticed I was taking more and more to get the "good" feeling and sometimes I wasn't getting it at all no matter how many I took.
I had gotten to a space in time and place in my life where I now NEEDED opiates to feel normal. Not to feel "good" but to simply feel normal and not be sick. I never thought this would happen to me. I had a opportunity to take Suboxone and did but with some hesitation. I didn't know what to expect and was also scared I wouldn't be able to go back on my meds. Well, the Suboxone was part of what my Doctor called "Rotation Therapy". It was for 30 days and was 8/2 mg. oral film. I had NO withdrawls and felt normal. It was wonderful not to even think about the opiates. WOW !!! I had prayed to God for help and I have no doubt he put this in my path.
The suboxone does very little to quell the pain, that I must admit, but when it comes to allowing you to reset your pain management clock and get back to a normal dosage that actually works, it is a God send. I would also ad that if your goal is to use suboxone to come off opiates completely it is a great thing. In my case the plan was to return to my regular meds after 30 days and have given my body time to detox from the "oxys". It is a good plan and I endorse it, but I must say I was am still am tempted to not go back at all if the pain is manageable. I am going to wait and see.
You know the little pumps in your brain that pump out the serotoinin and other feel good chemicals work 24/7 when you are taking opiates. They work there poor little selves to the point of not doing a good job. in addition the quality of the serotoinin and other feel good chemicals also deminishes and goes down hill. I compare it to my diabetes and the situation I am in with my body producing poor insulin or no insulin.
I really couldn't expect for my body to run this chemical production schedule (serotoinin and other feel good brain chemcials) at the break neck 24/7 rate 100mph and never have any down side or suffer any negative effects. Well when you keep pushing and going more and more and more. You will one day hit the point that they don't do what they used to do.
NOW, here is what I really want and pray for. I remember way back in the past when I felt the "feel good" times like i got from opiates, but It came naturally. I wonder and have asked several medical professionals will it ever be normal again. One said No, that just like a fuel injector I had burned it out. BUT the other (i liked his answer best) said the human body had a amazing ability and potential to heal its self. He said it would take time but with eating right excercise and not taking any pain meds my body would go back to the way it was.
That is what I want. God Willing.
So, its rotation therapy right now, but towards the end of the month I may move to not go back on the meds.
In summation I will say what ever i choose to do, Suboxone is a very key component to making it all a reality. It is a good medicine and while it affects all differently I think its the best thing going for those who are seeking a change.
Best wishes and God Bless all of you who are trying to make a change for the better !!!
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I am currently taking 150-200mgs oxycontin a day what should the transition be to subaxone. I previously was on 100mg of oxycodone and went through living hell and i am scared to attempt it again
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I am in the same predicament. Have been on methadone 7 years this time &Xanax for years for p.t.s.d. but find myself getting sick because I forget to take meds or thought I did earlier. I see this as a positive since the drive (mental addiction) is not as strong. Sure I have reduced my intake on my own & flush leftovers. I was on 160 mg. daily & now take 40 mg. & not nearly enough Xanax as prescribed without feeling bad but when I don't dose I eventually get sick & a few times seriously sick for days. I don't know which way to go. The clinic is a business & want you to depend on them. In the past (years ago) I went to de-tox only to wake up 8 days later in C.C.U. I am afraid of this happening again. What do I do?
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