My boyfriend wanted to have sex, but I was scared that it would suck because it would hurt and I would not enjoy it. So, I decided to brake my hymen and loosen my vagina a little. Firstly, I wore a tampon about 5 cm long. It hurt a little while I was inserting it, as if there was something blocking its way. I changed three tampons and it kind of stopped hurting while entering. Then I thought I should try putting something bigger than a tampon, so I inserted a small bottle that had the right shape and size ( after I had defected it ofcourse). I felt a small pressure and I didn't force it all in, just about 7 cm. Then I tried wearing a tampon again and it didn't hurt at all. Now, I wonder if my hymen is broken or not, because I don't want my bf to freak out if I bleed while having sex.. help?
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