I have done this so many times and don't know why I keep on I'm just like the rest of you wasted time energy and money and as far as the mental part I can deal with that it's the pain that I cannot take I'm trying to taper and hoping that helps ease it and I'm also considering asking my dr for my Xanax perscription to help me sleep I haven't sleep in days and haven't eaten either I just came clean to my husband after almost 2 years I couldn't tell you how much I was doing because I go from 1 opiate to the next whatever I can get my hands on I just took the last of what I have for now will be picking up more to taper in the morning wish me luck I've done this before I know I can do it again as long as I can deal with the pain and the jitters and good luck to everyone else as well I will do this I will