I don't do much coke but before I would do an 8 ball just like that but now it's like a gram and i am Overdosing on the c**p because my vision gets blurry, stomach pains, and loss of appetite along with other symtoms. I can spell correctly at the moment. My partner just got out of a cool shower and stomach is better after puking but like me, he used to take way more than i did now he can't do 2 grams or more. Haven't even finished it and I want more. What does that say about me? I am weak?! Once I have it i cant stop. I want more and more. My heart stopped before from bad rock. Since then, i QUIT smoking that stuff. It's been a few years. As for coke, well last was about 2 mths ago close to an 8 ball with my partner but hey seems to be more affected.

Here I want to finish it off. I said i wouldn't ever get high with my kid around well I am doing it but he is sleeping and I want to use it up before he wakes.  Now isn't that stupid.