its me again...
im 26 hav two kids. im a single mom who works abroad trying to find a good future for my kids. when i met this guy (16yrs older than me...) i was having trouble with my job and my residency here in kuwait and he was a big help, i mean i must admit he save my life here. he gave me everything, we lived in together for 8 months and i was happy... not until feb 16th i found out that i was living in a lie. he told me he doesnt have kids and he was devorsed. but the truth he have 5kids and wife..i confronted him all what he said was "i ddint tell you coz i dont wanna loose you". actually, hes a muslim guy and they have a rule that says, a man can marry up to 4 woman if he isint happy with who he have. after i knew everything i felt like the world i built with him has been shuttered into pcs. and i couldnt seem to pick it up again.. everything has changed between us. even our feeelings changed too. specially mine. but i just couldnt stand on my own for now. it seems like my life depends on him. i cant deny the fact that i am inlove with him. he wants to marry and we had plans already... but i just dont know if its the right thing to do. sometimes i feel like i only have 15% of his time. coz he'd rather spend it with his kids more than me. what should i do? anybody???? pls???/