If you are reading this, you probably would understand what I mean. I used to be an A student with much passion for life. However, on 21st Dec, 2016. I visited friends who ended up putting marijuana (weed) in the cooked food. That night was hell for me. Iv never felt so in another realm. I saw my self in 3 with one in the middle, front and back. I shouldnt have eaten the food if I knew marijuana was in it. Since then till today, iv been feeling im not myself. I feel like i am in another body. Since that day, when I try to read any book which is my hobby, I cant understand anything, I cant form new memories. I feel like a shadow. Its been over 2 months and im as scared as sh*t that I wont actualize my dreams. I regret ever giving the devil a chance to alter my brain ajd cognitive functions. Please help me. Will I be able to stop been regretful of that day, end depression and most importantly hope my brain is not fried completely? Will I be able to read and understand again as before. I have big dreams. I play the piano, sprint and do all sorts. Thanks for your responses.