I am 15 and 180 lbs .I have tried eating healthy and exercising for a year but the weight just isn't  budging as fast as I want it to  . I hate my body it disgusts me.  Next year is my prom and I am do not want to be the fat girl in a dress . Now I'm using  weight loss pills and laxatives to help shift the weight . I get complements  on my weight loss but I fail to see myself as anything but a fat disgusting mess.  What else can I do to make me loose weight ?