I was going out with this guy for almost a year and I then got pressured onto dumping him by some bully in my year. Probably the biggest regret that Ive ever had . Any way last week end it was my friends 16th and she was having a hpuse party. We were playing spin the bottle and I ended up kissing him after Id been told he was coming. After that I went and sat by myself in her tree house were he found me and we made out and very nearly had sex. But now in school I can't even look at him and I've only just found put that my bff likes him too. I love him still but dont know what to do. He hasn't told anyone what happened but every time I see him I want to be in his arms again but then again I dont want to hurt my bff. Help me.please