I don't really know were to start..... but im 14 and in grad 9 during Christmas break my best friend met this guy online and it turned out we go to the same high school. me and my friend ended up meting him and WOW i swear i loved him then. after that we didn't really talk much, i asked my friend to give him my number and we started texting like all the time, i asked him if he would be willing to date me cuz, he's 17 and in grad 12, but he said he didn't want a dating relationship but would be up for anything sexual, so after a long time of thinking about it i decided to get together with him and things were great, and we have been seeing each other for a few months now, and he still says he dosn't want a relationship and i have even told him how much i like him, and we don't even talk at school cuz hes afraid of what people will say,he doesn't want other people to find out about us. i really think i love this guy and ive given so much for him,(he was my first) i don't regret giving it up to him, i just wish he could have the same feelings for me.I love being with him and he makes me so happy, it's just really hard to always have to hide it.
But i guess the question is should i stay with this guy or leave him??
PLEASE HELP ME