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its been 3 years since my total hysterectomy I was left with my cervix, big woop! what am to do with that? cant wear it? its not an sex organ and no one even knows it there. my husband of almost 30 years is now almost a staranger to me, ive gained a few pounds but thats not the issue, its intimacy love and tenderness and alot of understanding is all I think I need to feel like I wish to be intimate again to him its too much work, he rather go without, i always used to rely on my looks and figure to feel pretty it takes me alot to feel that way. when I found out I has 2 2 lb tumors one in each ovry keeping us from having another child.....well to my husband I think I lost my spot in his priorities. I have tried to talk to him about all I have ,learned about not having ovaries or a uterus, and to explain it to him I had to use the word Castrate to get his attention, I told him its like that no more ability to turn it on and off no more spontanious afternooon mornings or evenings its the last thi ng I think about........I forget all about sex but for him he thinks im still a sexy switch turn on turn off, trust me im not. I told him time more time love and tenderness is what it will take...................now were down to maybe HUGE MAYBE 1 time a month. I have read everything on me after surgury but he wont touch a book or find out a thing about me or my "condition" ok ok I know what a shallow awful person, he thinks hes the bees knees, his motto "IM HERE ARENT I?" my non responsive answer is no you have been gone for ages. WHY?
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