Hi guys! So currently I just finished my exams and I found it very hard while my classmates thought it was very easy. After the exams, I felt really depressed since I feel like I'm not going to get an A or A* which was my predicted grade. My father asked me about the exam and I told him that I found it really hard while my friends didn't. He was so angry and started lecturing saying I spend far too much time on watched series and on my phone. But I didn't really watch an episode or spent a. long time on my phone while revising for my exams. I even pulled an ALL NIGHTER JUST TO GET THE GRADE I WANTED with only a few mins of sleep on the way to school.  I told him I found it hard because I was just being honest and I just wanted comfort from him because I don't want to fail. I was waiting for him to say that he will still be proud of me even though my grade won't be as high, but instead he made me feel worthless, irresponsible, stupid and really bad about myself. I couldn't hold it in so I started crying in the car and he didn't even care. I feel like he cares more on my grades than my feelings. Like I get it that he cares about my future as much as I do and I swear I really did revise as much as I can but It was really hard for me. I just wanted a little consolation  from him as my father but instead he made me absolutely worthless. I just wish he understood me.