I feel lost... I'm never just happy - It's like, when I am 'happy', I feel really down simultaneously. And when I'm just down - It's like I'm happy being down, as if I feel...happy? being down but at the same time I feel like utter sh*t if that even remotely makes sense. Do I have some kind of mental disorder that I'm unaware of? So far, I'm not aware of any physical/mental problems I have. Incase this helps - I'm 13, and a guy.