Pregnancy after an abortion performed 2 weeks ago?

Winterxoxo85980 over a year ago

Hey i am a 26yr old female i had my 3rd abortion done almost 2weeks ago (sept 6) I am on klonopin and have had the same problem with my previous pregnancies..deep depression. While i am pregnant i feel so sad,lonely and scared that i will be responsiable for another life for ever. Yet when i am not pregnant that is all i want is a child to love and take care of forever. What is wrong with me??? My last pregnancy was planned and when i found out i was pregnant i was so excited. Only to fall into that same deep depression where i feel that i do NOT want a child at all. I feel such regret and sorrow since the abortion. I feel i should have been emotionally stronger to deal with the depression and to know that the joys of having a baby would outdo the down feelings i was having. I know its impossiable but i want my baby back :cry: Ive made the biggest mistake ever And i want to get pregnant again asap. I know that my body needs to heal but what are the chances of me getting pregnant and not having a misscarriage? Ive had one misscarriage in 2001. Deep down i know i should wait..but it's killing me inside :(

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Guest over a year ago

Can anyone help? :'(

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Rosa Armstrong Magana234219 over a year ago

you should let your body heal first and honestly this may sound a little rough but are you definitly sure you want to be pregnant again after looking back at your past pregnancies? are you sure you wont get the same deep depressing feeling again like you have and then end up having a fourth abortion? i feel like you should seek counseling first and therapy before another pregnancy and to really find a way to connect with yourself such as yoga or meditation and if you do decide to get pregnant again continue to do these things to perhaps help fight the depression. let your doctor know also how you feel and it could also be because of your crazy hormones when pregnant. it's normal to feel a lot of different emotions when pregnant but please be strong and fight those thoughts of abortion. ask god to forgive you for your other abortions and find a peace with that, that could help also. just think and be positive and strong.

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