Growing up in a broken home damaged my heart! But I've had one dream throughout my entire life, "marriage & family" after many years I escaped the troubled life that I innocently had to endure! I met my fiancé, going on 4 years now! He rescued me from the hurt & brought me back to life! He made me feel love that I had never felt before! He is my world, but he doesn't want to purposely try for children! "If it happens it happens, great" that's his motto! But lately, I've experienced alot of strange pregnancy symptoms! A weekend after my period in June, I felt a twitching below my belly button! It was internal, & I thought "fluttering" a few days after that, I had pain in both ovary's coming & going constantly! Ive prayed all month, every night that I was experiencing pregnancy symptoms! I urinate every 30 mins, I'm always tired & hungry & my period is due the 25th! Today is the 19th & I cramped all day & wiped to find brown blood/clear mucus! Spotting.. But it stopped! A typical sign of implantion. Tomorrow I plan to buy a few pregnancy test, & hopefully Ill get a positive result! I've never wanted something so badly, which scares me, prehaps I want a family so badly mind & body is producing false symptoms? That's a scary thing, I honestly hope God blesses me with the family I've always wanted! Has anyone else, felt these things during implantion ?