Quite the Dilemma, Need Answers.

Okay I've had this built up inside me for a REALLY long time.. I have to spill it somewhere and here seems to be it.. I'm living commonlaw with a woman who is my own age, our sex life is fine but I have this crazy almost uncontrollable want and need to screw younger women. I'm nearly 40 and have almost always for most of my life dated younger women.except now, My current wife has a daughter who is nearly 18 and she is quite hot, I want to screw her REALLY bad. just to set the record straight she is not my kid she is my step daughter She no longer lives with us but when she did she would parade around in a towel all over the house after her shower or just walk around in skimpy panties every so often. she also wears very tight pants which REALLY turns me on. I don't know if she did these things to tease me or to tempt me so she can rat me out and destroy her mom and I's relationship or what..? But I can't stop thinking about how where and When I could S**K Her And F**K her the next time she comes to visit. She has a tongue ring which she seems to show to me quite often, As if to suggest she'd like to use it on me.I guess my biggest dilemma here is if or when I did end up doing something with her. I have weighed the pros and cons of banging her and Really the pros out way the cons. I figure bangin mom and Daughter behind each others backs works for me. I see it as if she screws me she cant rat because shes just as guilty as me.

The other thing is if I don't stuff my Step Daughter I've seen a few nice looking young ones at work around 19 - 21 Nice tittys and hot bodies real sexy I want to pleasure them. Am I some sort of pervert who likes young girls or what?? I mean I've seen some really hot 30,40 and quite possibly 50 yr olds I'd lay it in too as well. But my wife is somewhat overweight and not very enjoyable to look at naked, I just want a toy that is hot and sexy and can do things my wife can't because of her size and physical issues. Mind you my wife is not enormous or anything she is probably about 80 or 90 pds over weight and has that damn baby belly that hangs over her good spot. so Should I pursue a lil sex toy on the side or am I being an id**t ..? Don't be rude or mean just give me your opinion as a man or womans perspective. ..(P.S. If some of the words in this are to big or hard for you your too young to state an opinion thanks anyway..)