I am 35 yrs old and my husband and I have been trying to have a baby for the last 4 yrs. I finish my last prometrium pill this am. I will be taking Femara 2.5mg x 2 from days 3-7 of my cycle. We have not tried any fertility drugs...this is our first time! I am a pediatric nurse and see the both the joy and sorrow children can bring. I am desparate for a child of our own. (maybe that's the problem!) It is so hard for me to be genuinely happy for my girlfriends-even for my sisters when I find out that they are pregnant. Don't get me wrong, I wish them a health pregnancy and a health baby, but in my mind I think "Why not me?" Any advice or positive stories would be greatly appreciated. Thanks. :-D