To anyone who has Adderall issues

You know chick I just read your next post and I have to say if you stay on this sh*t you will become an addict in no time, if you dont have ADD get off Aderrall quickly or you will turn into a wack job like every otrher woman out there, trust me your an id**t for writing what you wrote. You will eventually start drug seeking other drugs so if you dont want to become a junkie dont f*****g touch this sh*t.

I completly agree with you buddy, unfortunenatly it destroyed my life and my families. My wife is still abusing this sh*t and got me in so much trouble while I tried getting her help that I sh*t you not, I had to leave the country to save my ass.

I know exactly what you went throuh because it happened to me just the same, be strong and stay away from weak people who look for comfort from any kind of drugs. 

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I went through the same sh*t and your lucky to be leaving him and don´t ever look back.

This is a story of my soon to be ex husband. I hope that after reading this someone, who might be in a similar situation, will get a better understanding of how horrible and life destroying is this drug. My husband one day just decided to go to a doctor and ask for rx to treat ADD, because he had problems concentrating on daily tasks or work. Let me mention, that he did so without my knowledge. Only months later I found out that he got on some meds, after his behavior became completely insane. when I say insane, here's what I mean : We have a house in the city, on a very busy street, next to a small unoccupied parking lot, obviously a lot of cars pull in there just to turn around. One morning when he was leaving for work, a car slowly turned around there and left. When he came home, he accused me of cheating, saying that when he was leaving someone was waiting for me outside and when they saw him, they got scared and drove away. I couldn't believe this nonsense!! I was trying to reason with him, but the whole situation escalated to a scandal with him cursing me out and breaking furniture: he broke two dinning room chairs, turned them into chips!! I didn't know what to do, cause I couldn't understand then why is this happening. Next he developed a massive porn addiction; he got on adult friend finder, Craigslist casual encounters and other garbage saying that I must be on those sites and he will find my profile. When he'd think he "found my profiles" he would yell and scream, break things again, calling me names. He got obsessed with sex. Let me mention that our sex life was great, until then, we'd have sex almost every day. But, obviously I wouldn't want to sleep with him when I'm being treated like this and called w**** and s*** every given day. I couldn't go out with my team from work ( I work in retail and I have a staff of 23 people, all women,no men to be jealous about). But it got worse... He sometimes wouldn't sleep for a couple of days in a row, he lost a lot of weight, he was breathing superfast all of the time, his eyes always looked crazy- tiny pupils, always agitated, minor things would set him off. It got to the point that he'd have an outburst on me in public: he'd follow me around almost everywhere, he put a GPS tracker on my car. It got worse... One night, I was falling asleep, he was in bed next to me, watching TV(cause he'd barely sleep, if at all), suddenly he grabs my crotch, screaming "you b***h! ". I woke up in horror: "what are you doing?!" He said he thought I was masturbating and he saw my hand moving under blanket. Next night I woke up from a deep sleep, because he was sitting on top of me and was slapping me, screaming "stop f*****g yourself!!!" I have to mention that my entire family lives in a different country and after his behavior I lost all of my friends, I was monitored every second of my life and no one would want to talk to me because of him. So I didn't have a place to go, I was afraid to fall asleep every night, because it started happening more and more often: I'd wake up at night, because he'd be beating me, saying I'm masturbating. I've had cops take him away few times, didn't press charges, because his family begged me not to. One year I went to see my family for a couple of weeks. When I came back to U.S., as soon as I got off the plain his sister called me, saying that she had him committed two days ago, because he got the gun and was running around our home, trying to shoot people that broke in. He called the police, they searched the house and didn't find any evidence of anyone breaking in, they drove him to his sister's, where he started attacking her, saying that she's in on it. I can go on and on about things that happened. We've been married for almost 11 years, he's been on that POISON for almost four. He stopped taking it about nine months ago, but sometimes I would notice a change in his behavior, he always denies it, but i know he's taking it again. I left to be with my family and I'm not planning on coming back to him. He destroyed me. The person that I still love the most caused me a heart attack last year at the age of 31. I hope that none of you will ever have to go through something like this. So I can honestly say: ADDERALL DESTROYED MY LIFE, IRREVERSIBLY.

I understand you completely. Please read my post, it's located on the second page, starts with"this is the story of my.... ". I TOO HAD TO LEAVE THE COUNTRY. And to anybody who says: blame the person, not the drug, I say SCREW IT! Physicians are handing it out like candy to everyone: kids, teens, adults...getting your loved ones hooked on this sh*t! I'm much better off right now, even though I still love my husband very much, but everything he put me through, while on adderall I will never be able to get out of my head, it damaged me for the rest of my life! And YES, IT IS A LEGALIZED SPEED!

actually, sad to say know from experience, with tolerance Ive taken upwards or 1200 mg in the span of maybe fours hours.....often. Takes a lot to kill someone.

I have read all the posts on here and unfortunately have to agree that my life with my wonderful wife went down the shitter.

I was injured about 6 years ago and was prescribed oxyconton for my back Injury.
As time went on I found that I was hooked and also found my wife had been taking these too.

I made the worst decision of our lives when we began to use oxyconton together by snorting it every 4 hours. We had known at that time that we had hit pretty much bottom and needed a change. We got on methadone and continued to better our lives. We were both weaning down on our methadone and trying to be drug free by our wedding in Aug 2012.

Well I got off the methadone and have not been abusing any drugs since, unfortunately my wife was not too easy to get off the done.
She continued with the drink for another year and was doing pretty well. It was then that she got pregnant and was told by her doctor that she needed to up her dose so the baby does not go into withdrawal.

While being on this heavier dose for 9 months she had become hooked on the drug itself, after we had our baby boy she had no desire to try and wean off the done anymore but I was always hearing how it made her soo tired.

Fast forward about 6 months and that is when I found out about the other drugs she had been taking. Apparently she was driving an hour daily to pickup Ritalin and also Valium from the same person in the middle of nowhere. We had a family meeting and all seemed to be OK for about a year.

It was one night in last December that I noticed she was very sketchy, tweaking, paranoid, etc. All the common side effects were there. She started to insist that I was a cheater and lying about everything to her when I was not.

Again we had a family meeting and again she was OK for about 3 months. Then bang, I came home from work one day and she was in the zone as I call it bc everytime she's on it I can tell easily.

Now a days she has been buying Adderall off the street behind my back as i work 10-11 hours a day,until she just met a psychiatrist and convinced him that her depression was actually ADD and he prescribed her Vyvanse 20mg×2/d.

She has just started this medication about a week ago, but I now see what was causing the violent outbursts and psychotic episodes for what seems like the last two years.
My wife is now on suboxone, Vyvanse, serequel, and also purchasing benzos off the street.

It finally broke our marriage with the psychotic episodes and I was forced to leave, I have two children with her 2, 8 and am fighting to remove them from her for good. Problem is that I don't want my kids to loose their mother as I have lost my wife.

My wife has a lot of issues that I have tried many times to help her with including counselling, rehab, out patient, detox, etc.
But have got to admit that our marriage has been beaten by the amphetamine prescription drugs addiction and the unwillingness to get on the rite track.

I have to deal with my husband who takes more than 15 Adderall with 10 Xanax...He is so paranoid and keep accusing me cheating on him. I dont know what to do but going to file a divorce soon. No hope for Adderall.

This is true! Adderall can wreak your life

60 milligrams of adderall is outrageous !!
It's meth - period.

Ruined my best friendship and now it's ruining my marriage. She gets prescribed 60 a day and is TWEEKING. So, she eats around 100 and it's absolute chaos!

The devils drug. Seen it ruin more lives in my 40 years than any other substance except OxyContin. And Our generation partied hard in our 20s and early 30s.

Adderall is Satan

It is VERY easy to get those drugs on a prescription basis.... my husband was prescribed adderall although he had a history of drug abuse/medication addiction and even uped his dose. I am just learning about adderall but it is not to be taken lightly. It has changed my husband from a good person, loving husband to a selfish person that I don't even regcognize anymore, still not even getting close to what leastevens47504 went through, which I am so sorry for. 

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I can relate to this story. You cant stop people from selling these drugs on the street, But whenyou plead with drs to stop prescribing this c**p and they dont listen,well......normal wives dont have a chance. These drugs destroy more than just the user. Wake up people!!!