14, Trans* and wanting something sexual?

I’m a 14 year old trans* demiboy (AFAB) in high school, and recently I’ve been really wanting to do something sexual with another guy. In general, I’ve just felt really big urges for sexual stuff. Masturbating doesn’t help either because I’m not sticking anything up my vagina, and I can’t picture my clitoris as a penis or anything. I don’t really get invited to parties often or anything, I’ve never done anything like that. Maybe I’ll be invited to parties more now that I’m in a bigger school? I don’t know. I just don’t know what to do. I’ve tried reading stuff, but I want to actually do something and I’m completely lost. What do I do?