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I'm not on anti-depressants but I am on Lamictal [for bipolar] and both medications are working fine...
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If you have ADD/ADHD then you already know how we beat ourselves up and punish ourselves, and this leads to depression and low self-esteem. Once you start to experience what it's like to have a brain that actually works the way it's supposed to, all that changes and you start to feel really empowered and able to make choices you never felt were possible before.
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I have a good friend that I have had to distance myself from greatly. She has been on adderal for 4 months and lost 40 pounds. She is obsessed with her weight. She reminds me so much of my dark days of anorexia, when the scale and the mirror controlled my life. I was empty in every way.
When I agreed to drop out of school and enter therapy it was because my eating disorder was so bad I either wanted to die or change. Now I have a full life! Filled with all the pleasures of life: food, love, friends, passion… there is no alternative for me! Please take a good look in the mirror, and decide if adderal is the miracle drug many of you are making it out to be. Every situation is different, but some of these posts are very alarming to me.
Best of luck.
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I struggle every day trying to find myself and my meaning to live when all I can think about is my weight. I hate myself and who I am. I'm not skinny (5'7, 142 lbs) , I binge/purge 3-10 times a day, and when I'm not spending money on binge food, I'm buying drugs that will help me escape my own mind or my desire to b/p. I know my way of thinking is incredibly skewed. Sometimes my resting heart rate is 130 bpm and I get uncontrollable muscle spasms. My heart palpitates and I get dizzy frequently. It makes no difference to me because my thighs jiggle. I'm afraid to tell a doctor about my ED because I don't believe I'm thin enough to legitimately have one.
That being said, Adderall is the best thing that I've ever tried.
Yes, it helps me to not eat. That's the biggest bonus, I admit. But, it also makes me focused, in a much lighter mood, socially very pleasant, and motivated to be productive. I feel much less depressed, more confident, energetic, and I spend so much more time thinking about how to improve my day rather than just bashing myself for being fat/lazy/unattractive/etc.
Also, on Adderall I have no desire to do other uppers. Just this methamphetamine salt is enough to help me feel "up." I don't feel the need to do cocaine or other drugs. In fact, I'd prefer not to. I'm fine all day just on 20 ml.
I do not have insurance, so I must resort to the charity of my friends who have prescriptions. Yes, this is illegal, but it is nowhere near as dangerous for me to take Adderall as it is to continue my behavior that it so strongly helps me avoid. Also, since my mood is elevated, I am more inclined to exercise, and I actually do eat healthy foods when I'm on it. It does not make me starve myself since I don't feel the need to starve myself just to avoid a binge. I can eat a small nutritious meal, move on with my day, and lose weight in a much healthier way.
I will be admitted back on my mother's insurance plan this July. Is there a way I could be prescribed this, or would doctors consider me to be just a drug-seeker? Should I be denied this drug? I feel that Adderall puts me to a normal human mindset, just like it does for most people with ADHD. Should I not mention my ED when trying to be prescribed? My mental health is much more important to me than my physical health.
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I am taking adderall for ADHD and it is helping my binge eating disorder as well. A symptom of ADHD is a lack of impulse control and this is an enormous contributing factor to binges. Food also can serve as self medication for all of my racing thoughts and feelings of being overwhelmed by everything. I feel that the adderall allows me to address my real life rather than wasting time being side-tracked by my eating disorder.
Ironically, since beginning medicine I have cared far less about losing weight and have enjoyed three full meals a day...at the appropriate meal-time...for the first time in decades.
Just my two cents!
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