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I find myself sat alone tonight and with a drawer containing cocaine and valium, my nature didctates to me that this was a lost cause from the begining so needless to say an hour later i have taken just over a gram of cocaine and at least 7 valium while consuming at least half a bottle of rum. I'd like to add that this is a rare occasion and a once off within 3 years. I have never once craved a drug but on the other hand have never refused one or many. On the other hand i have lost cound of the times i have refused those closest to me especially my family the opportunity to experience what i have personally.
The first thing that i must iterate is that at 25 i have severe memory loss, with at best forgetting the simple names of things/people such as the name of a microwave or my best friends name, i wish i was joking...
I have had high and low times throughout my years with the highs being surrounded by friends and family and the low losing many of my close friends through ketamine addicition for over a year. Putting aside what i have done or do i have a younger brother who is closing in on 18 and refers to me as the kool brother, he doesn't know anythin about what i have experienced but when the need arrises i shadow him from as much of the negative as i can and i do feel he takes note of the little advice that i can give him.
I must conclude that you should never rely on an alternative drug to comensate for the effect of another as the overall result is a constant realease of conflicting chemicals into the vital systems of the body that will never lead to a positive effect, 2 wrongs dont make a right if you will. My best advice is to be the one person that refuses, while my possibly over generous nature means that i would happily donate my sources for the joy of others, it is the one person that refuses that i envy and strive to become.
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I totally understand your situation & understand you doing it as the feeling is unreal, however the come down is really pretty terrible.
You really have to try to have sleep each night-I know it's hard, but this with no eating (which is what happens) lowers your blood pressure & can make you really come down heaps worse.
I definitely agree with the person who said to take a valium, however a xanax is even better. It will relax your muscles & restore your blood pressure just a bit. But in addition to this you need to force yourself to eat, & then take the valium or xanax so you can then sleep.
You prob already know & are hating all these thing being thrown at you & if so then I apologise, yet I'll just mention to never mix the tress (Benzos, Alcohol, & coke) but you say you are coming down so that's very different. In that case you need to medicate yourself, or it could cause you to do something bad to yourself-it also reduces the serotonin etc etc.
I'm so sorry that you were going through that, just remember for next time-try not to stay awake for many days & do this. You're body needs to restore itself.
Anyways, I'll stop going on now.
Hope I've helped even in the smallest of ways-it's prob to late, actually looking at the date it def is,lol...
Take care 4 now & love your life (just not in this exact state,lol)-you're worth it... (^_^)/
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no one should ever mix street drugs with pharmaceuticals. you have NO idea what the drugs youre doing have been cut with, and in certain cases its receptor antagonists which cause that craving that the producer of the drug wants you to feel.
so, theoretical scenario: you have 1 gram of cocaine, in that is maybe 300 miligrams of actual cocaine hydrochloride, another 200 miligrams of caffine, ephedrine, or some sort of stimulant that adds weight to the product, and sometimes something like zanax, valium, or clonazipan
now that youre heart rate is skyrocketing from the cocaine and ephedra, your brains receptors for the valium, decreases your brains functionality.
so imagine your heart is now pumping because of the cocaine but your brain is slowing it self down from the benzo. what happens when a fast car hits a slow car head on?
just some food for thought.
ps if youre coming down from a night of charlie sheen-esque partying, the best thing is a vitamin supplement with 5htp and an antioxidant(gatorade i.e.) and a little self pleaure, youll fall asleep, AND feel like a normal person in the morn.
play safe kids
dr. soulstice
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dont be scared. be safe. its all in fun and games. :-)
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Drinking and coke always go together with me now. It wasn't like that before because, in the past, coke never gave me the high as people described it to be, so I just never got into it. I am not an alcoholic, but when I drink, I like to drink a lot which gets me screwed up. I used to remember all the drunken moments when I was young. As I got older, I started to get frequent blackout from over drinking, and started doing stupid stuff during the blackout. Sometimes, I used to get up not knowing where I was and how I got there. My friends used to mix coke with liquor because coke supposedly allows them to feel awake when drunk. I started to take a bump here and there just because it was there, though I never got the high. Soon, I began to realize that I usually didn't blackout when I took some coke, so started to carry coke whenever I went out to drink. Now, I don't drink more than few drinks unless I have coke. This is my weekend life. Look at me, its 6am where I am and I am super drunk, yet I am coherent enough to type this. Best part... I will remember this.
Yes, I thought I did too much coke which is the reason why I am here at this time. I can give up coke easily, but alcohol is going to kill me someday.
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Might wanna check yourself and get real. I'm sorry you are in such denial over your "social" coke use.
I hope you can look in the mirror and see who you are
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Hi, ive been doing coke for the last 6 months on and off but recently i took like a gram and the come down was omg! horrible! its like 3 days now after i done it and im still feeling depressed, paranoid and think people are talking about me! and i have slept like over 12 hours then y am i feeling like this? ive never had such a bad come down before. Am i addicted? nd does my body need this stuff?
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an amazing substitute for a lack of noticeable feeling is a daily Inositol pill. highly recommend
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I just cant stop.... whiskey, coke, then diazephan to calm then 20 mins later all over again for like 1-3 days then im fine for a week, or two then it all starts again I just seem to get in my head then im off..... need to stop but its a cirlcle... normai life, job, everything its a huge secret but i know its a problem and I want to stop but just seem to have a problem.... any help out there ?
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These two substances can each damage the body, but exponentially so when combined. As a report from the National Criminal Justice Reference Service explains, opiates both intensify the sedative effects of alcohol while making unconsciousness and respiratory failure more likely. This report also explains that mixing the two substances significantly increases a person’s likelihood of overdose.
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