My daughter and I were forced to move out of a home and neighborhood we were use to.
We moved in with my fianc'e at the time. He was and still is like a father to my 16 year-old daughter.
He has been in her life since she was 2. After moving in with him, my daughter got use to her new school and friend's-I was so happy and proud of her dealing with the new change for both of us. Unfortuantley, I was not dealing with the change with the same success:-( I became sad, depressed and distant to my familly. I was dealing with the recent loss of my father and problems with a familly member dealing with an estate. After a few months living with my fiance. I came into some money. I decided to move out and go back to my old neighborhood. My daughter did not want to move again. I told her to stay there if she wanted to and I did move.
I was beeing dishonest with her and my fiance'. I was loosing intrest and love for my fianc'e. After I moved to my old neighborhood,few months later I got into a new relationship and sudenlly broke it off with my fiance'. I hurt him and my daughter. I was still seeing my daughter but I saw she was not wanting to see me as often. Did I leave my daughter? Did I choose this new man over her? I tell her all the time she can move in with me if she want's. Am I a bad mother? I wanted to make myself happy for once in my life do what I wanted to do-and in the process, hurt the most important person in my life-my daughter.
I'm having a hard time dealing with all that has occured.