In previous posts to the anxiety disorder section, i claimed to have trouble with panic attacks. no i'm over those but now a new obstacle is in my path. Depression. or at least i think its depression. I was merely browsing the internet when i came across a peculiar word. Doomsday. if you haven't looked it up yet, don't. It'll ruin your life. I suddenly was afraid of all the events that could take place. I wasn't afraid to die, though, since i accepted the fact long ago that i was going to die anyway, but i was afraid of what would happen. I tend to put myself in other people's shoes so much that now i think before i do anything when in the prescence of other people. For instance, if i get to know someone who is living large, and then i put myself in their shoes, i see the world differently. then i send a doomsday event that person's way. I feel awful. And i also feel awful about myself. Not the fact that i'm going to die, just the fact that i may die before i get to acheive my lifetime goals.