Hi,

    I recently turned 14 (I know, young and immature as some may say). I've been worried about my weight for 2 years now. I know it's not that long but trust me, looking in the mirror everyday and hating what you see is draining. I'm a size 10, and I'm gaining so much weight that i can fit into a size 12. I have stretch marks on my thighs and butt, which makes me super insecure. I remember the first time I made myself sick after eating a meal, when I was 13. I stopped because although it made me feel better, I cannot deal with vomit. But since then I've not done any of that. Everyday I dream about being skinny. I try eating healthy and I just give up and snack on fatty foods. I know I'm young, but I feel like my only option is to starve myself. Every time I look at the comments, people write about their experiences, they talk about how much starving themselves has affected their lives, but for some reason none of this scares me. My only dream is to be skinny, and I can never get to that point. All of my family members idolise my cousins body, and they look at me as if I'm a hippo and it honestly kills me inside. Can someone reply with a diet with not too much food, but enough to keep me healthy? i don't know if that's possible, but if it wasn't for my family then I'd just starve myself completely.. thanks I guess. Please reply asap! xo