Hello everyone. Just wanted someone's opinion or story. I was on painkillers for about 3 years. Started out with Vicodin. I have a condition that causes a lot of pain - so they helped. However, I hit a couple more bumps in the road and started doing oxy. For about a year and a half I was doing 60mg a day. Finally quit after going back and forth between those and subs for almost a year. Went through the withdrawals finally and been clean for about 3 months. The thing is, I feel completely empty now. If I'm not busy I feel like I'm going to lose it. I have a hard time getting out of bed, and I've been missing a lot of school. I'm fine and happy when i goto work though. But like I said if I'm not busy, which is most of the time - since work is dead and it's winter - I am empty. I just started lexapro again and am hoping it'll give me that boost that I need. I don't want to go back to pills, but it's getting tough. Any advise?
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Hi Someguy22! I'm not a psychologist but i see a lot of people after getting clean, being very afraid of feeling things that actually so many people feel. Everybody finds difficult to get out of bed in the winter! And these moments you feel you have to do something, go to do some sport. You cannot believe how many people get out of medication just by sporting everyday 1h. It has a huge impact on your quality of life and
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