Depression makes u feel crazy!!!

I feel like we are all depressed and sad and having these symptoms because of this one reason WE ARE SCARED OF OUR FUTURES I really dont know what to do I cant stop thinking about my future I dont want to be a failure and I just dont want to end up homeless I dont want to die! I believe in God he's my everything! I think we should just take life one day at a time and try to dedicate each day to christ and not focus on anything negative!

I feel the same u described it to a T....it's horrible..........something triggered it....hope we all find a peace of mind And get through this..stay strong fight through it...that's what IM doing kava tea helps a little..

I was wondering if it has gone away because i think i feel the same way. I feel like this world is just a dream now, and im in some ulternate universe or something. i feel like i have to faith in the world around me anymore, and i dont believe whats going on. i wanted to kill myself a few times and it was the hardest struggle of my life not to. I need someones guidence. because i dont know if i can deal with this for too much longer.

I understand exactly what your going through. Most times I am a perfectly normal human being who can cope with the real world, but then other times, I panic! I have a sudden panic over something like my husband going away for a night with work, and then my whole like feels like its crashing around me for days. I become anxious, I become ill, I don't go to work, but I sit at home not knowing what to do with myself with an upset stomach, I do have hobbies but never feel like theres enough time in the day to fit everything so, then I end up doing nothing. Its even hard for me to get dressed and washed. Then I will sit an evalute my who life as though I've done something terrible wrong with my life. I also worry about cancer and becoming ill. Allthough this might sound very disturbing to some people, I consider myself lucky that this only happens to me occasionally, and its not too frequent. I have noticed one major factor though. When I was on an oestrogen only contreceptive pill, my moods were great. I didn't have any of these problems. For the last 4 months I have stopped taking my contrecptive pill in the hope of preparing my body to become pregnant next year, and all of the above symptoms have become progressivley worse since then. I absolutley believe our hormones control exactly how we are feelings and give us such a range of mental and physical problems that I don't think doctors understand the half of it.

please look into getting some hormonal treatment, and don't give up on it. I know exactly how your feeling although your depression seems more serious than mine. When you are getting the right hormones your body and mind will be more at peace and you will feel a sense of normality again. Nothing will seem like too much trouble and life will be a lot easier. If you feel you can't cope with reality then for the moment just get through it day by day, and find comfort in watching romantic films, or playing games or something that takes you away from reality. Sometimes its good to get some escapism, and then we can see the beauty of life again, and carry on, because we know there are things out there that are beautiful that make life worthwhile. Please don't give up on feeling reality and feeling alive!! life is the most beautiful gift. Your still just searching for it, xx

i feel exacly the same. I think im going crazy. i cant even recognize myself anymore.




Good luck with fighting with depression.

Hi everyone, i am 23 and i suffer with manic depression and bipolar but more depression and anxiety it feels like!! i have had this horrible feeling since i was 20!! and it was so hard battling it with what felt like no one understanding and anxiety attack after anxiety attack!!!:-|,but i learned by talking to people that it is a thing that is all in your mind and You as well as I am in control of it!!! hard to believe it but it is soXD i have felt the ones where day to day what use to feel like a beautiful place to live is now a place to get away from,but this is not the way it should be!! i like to try and be around positive vibes to help with anxiety as well as people that are positive, working out does help laying off all caffeine products will help keep anxiety down and i have helped my self when i get like down or have and awful attack try and put my mind in what i call a "happy Place" think of a place that at one time or now that makes you feel safe and sound!! And i love the feedback guys really does help so please continue with that ty!!! ps..

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i'm 18 years old and i have been struggling with depression ever since i can remember. 

Since i turned 18 its gotten a lot worse. i feel like i'm insane. i have to tell myself daily that i'm going to get better.

my mind wont ever shut off... it thinks and thinks and thinks... about the craziest stuff.

i feel like i'm never going to start my life.

Am i living in a dream world?...

nobody knows what i'm going through.. especially my family. i try to make them understand... but they don't.

they dont help it either by the way that they act... they know that there is something different about me.. they tell me all the time... and i'm hoping that it's the depression.

they make me feel like i'm a crazy person...

is there any place that i can go to to that they know what i am going and can help me.

cause i dont think i can do this much longer... nothing ever is fun... i find no pleasure in anything.

i want to stop feeling this... and right now death seems like the only option.

i need help somebody please help me. 

THATS exactly my fears is mental hosptials, I do feel like if they were a good place where you can walk in and get a hug and say your going to get threw this.. Instead its locked doors and the workers starting at you like you a phyco.. and they just want to shove pills down. MINE anxiety has been going on for 2 months and I lost so much weight I can't eat tell later in the night and that's usally not that much. The evens are the ok time. I do sleep then as soon as I wake up I feel like hang over feeling like out of sorts panicing, shaky nasoes, dry mouth.. And everyday I feel like I am going to take my self in for mental help. But that is so scary cause I have 2 boys that need me and I love them and I just like in a bad trip. It like I can't even describe how bad I feel..

i hear you.... i went to my dr she gave me zoloft and seroqil and hydrozozine all for depression and anxiety tell this to ur pcp hope this helps

I have now went doc again and I was on celexa genertic brand for about a week and I was already have hard time eating its like I just so nervous that food makes me feel sick. Anyway they put me on a low does of Zoloft and I feel like I have to do something to get better. But again I have severe attacks all day and anxiety and expecially in morning and now I tried that lil does before bed and now I feel so sick today and my head throbbing.. and it was a little does.. I know they say you struggle untell it gets in system but I am already struggle real bad?

Hi I have the same symptoms dreamworld i hear voices at night inside my Brian I feel like iam going to go crazy I tried to commit suicide but it did not work I even like this for 2 years. But his past 2 months its been crazy I want to kill myself before i go crazy I get depress for every little things everything makes me depress i need help

hows going with you my friend .....feeling any better?

Gil

Gil- how're you feeling these days? Did it go away? Are you taking medications?

not so bad as it was before...