Monday, I stopped 4mg of sub cold turkey, not by my own choice either but that's another topic for discussion. I went almost 5 days without any and wasn't feeling that bad but I am also taking a product called "Withdrawal Ease" which actually does help, just not with the mental and emotional aspects. I messed up last night and took a piece of subutex. Did I just put myself back to square one now? It may have been about 1mg, maybe less of the subutex but still, I am so afraid that I have now sit myself back. This whole week I have having minor pains in my legs and back but it was nothing that some Motrin 800 couldn't handle. I tried to take xanax for my emotional issues but to me, it made me worse. I would start crying and feeling very depressed! I did take a Zoloft yesterday and it helped me some with my mood swings. The thing is, I don't have time to lay home and detox for 30 days or longer from these subs. I am the manager of a restaurant, which my boss didn't even know I had a drug problem so let alone that I was on the subs. It's a small business and I trust all my employees so I have let them know why I haven't really been pulling my weight around. I couldn't taper at all, that's because I simply couldn't afford the $800 a month to keep going and where I was going, they could care less if you don't have the money. No $100, no visit with the doctor! Anyways, could someone please tell me how much worse this is going to get. I'm also going Monday to visit a dentist to try and get my teeth fix because all the years of drugs and then the 7 months of subs I was on has totally rotten my teeth. I'm 27 years old and my teeth are awful!! So I guess now I'm back to counting today, Saturday Sept 14, as day one with no sub instead of Monday Sept 9. Like  said I was only on the sub for about 7 months, maybe 6. I started out at 2 a day and did taper myself down to 4 mg a day on my own without my doctor knowing but my grandmother flushed my stash of subs so now I have nothing left to taper with. I was told different things from 1-2 weeks from 4-7 weeks. I really want to hear all of your success stories and timelines if possible! Thanks!!