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I am 18 suffer from bipolar 1, ptsd, borderline personality disorder, major depressive disorder, generalized anxiety, n psychosis. Past childhood abuse physically, mentally, n emotionally n was also molested all from my father till I was 16. I get these images that pop outta nowhere n ill see myself grabbing sumthin n brutally killing my mom, my lil cuzins, my ex gf, ppl she's cheated on me with, killing my Kitty. I luv my mom 2 death. She is all I have n I couldn't live wit out her. Same wit my lil cousin. I also luv my ex. Still am madly in luv wit her. I dnt get y I get these images. I could never hurt any1. Not even bein mean 2 em cause than I feel like sh*t 4 doin that. I luv animals. I was a vegetarian for 2yrs. Please tell me what's wrong. Never told my therapist or psychiatrist cause im scared that they will lock me up.

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They will not lock you up I promise! I suffered from depression for years and when I finally started to get help is when my life completely changed! Sometimes you can only do so much for yourself and you need someone to do something for you! Talk to your doctor about what is going on! I hated being on meds at first I felt like a zombie then I realized what a difference they made in my life! I was happy again and no matter the s* that happened in my past my future looked a whole lot better!
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