FIREFIGHTER
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Im 34 years old and I have been hooked on opiates since early 2000 or so. It started with Kidney stones, and that was when I was introduced to opiates...all of em. I have lost who I am, and I so desperately want it back. I get a script every 2 weeks from the VA..around 84 pills per pop. I eat about 20-25 of them the first day..that night I may pop 10 more. The next day I usually finish off the bottle. Its pretty pathetic. I have resolved to quit...I remember being a soldier and a sailor once...yeah two branches of the military. Im a pale shadow of my former self, but I do want to stop.
There is another vet that was a vietnam vet that sells me his for 100 bucks for 20 of them. Recently I paid him what I owed and told him Im not interested anymore. It was time to stop being a pestillance to society to and to him and myself. He kindly added that it was no harm and that he was just there to help. I have a hard time believing him since it was driven with money usually. So, I cut him out. I WILL STOP. Its maybe not the most smart thing in the world to quit on your own, but I aint got a choice. Wish me luck guys. God knows I wish yall luck.
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