We have 2 loving boys a 13 year old and an 8 year old sadly had mt ability to have children taken from me at the age of 25 due to issues I could not help and I have been crudhed over it knowing I could never share such a wonderful miracle with my best friend but please do not get me wrong I am extremely grateful everyday for what I have been given but I know I can't lie it does gives me a voyd where that miracle was ment to be or where I would love for it to be and it makes it so much more difficult knowing that we have been so close twice to have rights signed over to us and both times they changed their minds at last minute it's just been heartbreak after heartbreak so please I am here my family will cherish your gift for the rest of his or her life