So i had sex on the 15th i got my period on wednesday the 16 *the next day**  than i shaved after it was gone which was on monday the 21st but than i was peeing and it was burning than i started touching and i felt bumps and stuff i shave my butt too and i also got bumps aswell ***i didnt have this while i was on my period it was after the next day or two i figured it *** . But than i had this pain near my clitoris and its a white bump / pimple and it was small than i started to squeeze it to see if something comes out but it started to get bigger. I shaved again because i get really annoyed when i have hair down there and i shaved on top of the bumps / pimples and the ones from my butt got worst and like i could see the inside of my skin . YES I KNOW IM STUPID I SHOULDNT HAVE DONE THAT. I have bumps / pimples on my p***y lips and my anus and the white bump / pimple near my clitoris. They all painful. Now im starting to feel something drip done there and its a white liquid coming out IT DOESNT SMELL OR ANYTHING. But it that normal or ? But do i have herpes or is it just skin irritation ? My boyfriend doesnt know . Ive been having sex with him for 9 months . He might be cheating on me thats why god forbid i do have this . PLEASE HELP ME I DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO IF I AM :[ IM A VERY SUICIDAL PERSON !!!