Hi, it took a century for me to except that I’m HIV infected. When I thought I could continue with my life, I started being afraid and paranoid about every contact with other people in fear not to infect them. I know it’s not possible to infect someone by shaking hands, but I avoid every similar situation. I don’t know what is worse, that I have HIV virus, or obsessive-compulsive disorder.
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Hi, I now the feeling! I have HIV, and I’m aware of that. I acsepted the fact that I probably won’t have a normal relationship ever again. But I am exaggerating in my fears, and it’s becoming OCD. I am becoming axious, and it’s only worsening my condition. Like it’s not enough that I have HIV, but now I have OBS too. I know what you mean about shaking hands. I can’t touch anyone without thinking how I’m going to infect him. I feel dirty. I think I need a good OBS treatment, to stop torturing myself.
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