Guset Hi there-thanks for your concern! Dawn has been a real strength for me- Im having a weird time of it - i wish only I could be open and truthful with you-but theres medai hype involved so I cant!
One thing -through all this c**p- is I think im ready for big changes! Im ready to be my OWN personand not let anyone hurt me in anyway- I have real down incapable moments, but at the same time total determination!
Hope your okay guest- i dont know who you are
One thing -through all this c**p- is I think im ready for big changes! Im ready to be my OWN personand not let anyone hurt me in anyway- I have real down incapable moments, but at the same time total determination!
Hope your okay guest- i dont know who you are
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I think it's time to change your moniker! To Cornerstone or somthing like that!!! You WILL overcome this honey!
Guest! Get a moniker!!!! XD ;-)
Guest! Get a moniker!!!! XD ;-)
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No No that's totally fine, I understand that, just wanted to check in.
Continue to speak privately and get your support, But i'm glad through everything, that your doing okay and ready for changes :-D Sounds like you've found your strength.
I'm happy for you! Keep talking to Bambi and keep me updated from time to time.
Continue to speak privately and get your support, But i'm glad through everything, that your doing okay and ready for changes :-D Sounds like you've found your strength.
I'm happy for you! Keep talking to Bambi and keep me updated from time to time.
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God-it wouldnt have happened if I loved myself more . His words not mine.....but wtf...I mean....is that support.....and wait a minute.... Illl love myself more once im away from this sucker!!!!!! really he isnt insane and sorry some people with low iq can be lovely, but what is he?Im i right or clinically insane. Instaed of getting pissed im going to get a bacard and pour some lemonade into it and freeze it as an ice cream just to keep my nerves down and my happiness up!
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Next time say to him, "Well IF I loved myself more I DEFINITELY would NOT be with you!" ;-)
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Yeah I don't like daisies! I was a floral designer in another life! So I think you should be a dandelion!!!! ;-) XD XD XD Bare with me! A dandelion FEELS like a weed, BUT is infact a flower that has STAMINA, Keeps coming back after being chopped down and poured on! And SURVIVES whatever it is given! Yeah a Dandelion!
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Hmmmm-not sure about that-but its as close to a dandellion as I could find. Feeling really choked!
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Looks much nicer! :-D A Dandelion is a good idea, so we'll just say its a Dandelion :-D
Why are you feeling choked?
Why are you feeling choked?
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Hi Guest1 I was thinking about you earlier and that you would be feeling a bit nose out of joint! We just have to be off the grid - so to speak - for a bit! It's hard to have 2 conversations going on - especially for me! I'm blonde AND medicated!!! ;-) XD XD Hopefully we can get back to this soon!
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Hi Dawn . Hell oguest -sorry we ave been keepping you in the dark. Ive a big team looking after me and DAWN has been the best! The thingis the team are slacking of now and im wanting to le down and not respond to their help anymore.
I on new meds-and they make you smell never mind the rest.
Ive had to defer my course-hoprfully for 6 months. Could be a Year.
Owe Dawn, Guest i had this dream it was about a big spot and it was my second head( you n=know the usual tenenage stuff) but in the drem it was if you squesse it hard anough annd get rid of all the pus you can soon have your face and mind back to normal and like Dawn had said rid off all the things in the closet.
So funny something i forgot when i was in that psych ward, ..is this....the floors looked really grottie and even though sorry to be jumping about ( my youngest said yesterday "You have a spider on your head...i thought she was after a sweet or something,,,,then i scratched my head and as I did...sh*t......something was in my hair...I shook my head and sure enough as black as the day , a spider fell out my hair) The girls were like you better wash-they lay eggsI am no equating big black spiders with big dark men in dark places.....anyway, what was I talking about, lost the plot here...ah yeah, when I was in the psych ward ...well you start to do mad things...The floors were dirty and I searched for cockroaches...I wouldnt get of my bed because i was scared of bugs...The I pure paniced thinking there might be an quiet axe murder under my bed and i kept having to check to see if anyone was there...then at night and now at night i have to sleep with the light on. Its like im a kid again, I used to be scard of the dark and I used to ahvae a billie the kid light that grandad bought me nesxt to me bed You know the cowboy?\
That was the fiscol on the phone there moving fast, then my sicaila worker...I was putting tights on and alex had such a laugh at me for mutitasking man ita 12 nearly and im exhausted!
I on new meds-and they make you smell never mind the rest.
Ive had to defer my course-hoprfully for 6 months. Could be a Year.
Owe Dawn, Guest i had this dream it was about a big spot and it was my second head( you n=know the usual tenenage stuff) but in the drem it was if you squesse it hard anough annd get rid of all the pus you can soon have your face and mind back to normal and like Dawn had said rid off all the things in the closet.
So funny something i forgot when i was in that psych ward, ..is this....the floors looked really grottie and even though sorry to be jumping about ( my youngest said yesterday "You have a spider on your head...i thought she was after a sweet or something,,,,then i scratched my head and as I did...sh*t......something was in my hair...I shook my head and sure enough as black as the day , a spider fell out my hair) The girls were like you better wash-they lay eggsI am no equating big black spiders with big dark men in dark places.....anyway, what was I talking about, lost the plot here...ah yeah, when I was in the psych ward ...well you start to do mad things...The floors were dirty and I searched for cockroaches...I wouldnt get of my bed because i was scared of bugs...The I pure paniced thinking there might be an quiet axe murder under my bed and i kept having to check to see if anyone was there...then at night and now at night i have to sleep with the light on. Its like im a kid again, I used to be scard of the dark and I used to ahvae a billie the kid light that grandad bought me nesxt to me bed You know the cowboy?\
That was the fiscol on the phone there moving fast, then my sicaila worker...I was putting tights on and alex had such a laugh at me for mutitasking man ita 12 nearly and im exhausted!
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Thanks :-D XD Just a general, all is well will do. But yes, two conversations at once is not easy, and confusing!
But I get the impression a lot of changes has gone on. But it sounds like your finally putting yourself first and things are moving forward, hopefully for the better :-D
Well take care, thanks for the update.
But I get the impression a lot of changes has gone on. But it sounds like your finally putting yourself first and things are moving forward, hopefully for the better :-D
Well take care, thanks for the update.
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Dafty! I can't send private emails right now - they just sit in my outbox! So just know I've tried to answer you today! and NOT ignoring you!
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