I have known that I am a lesbian for a few years now, and I know that I am for a fact. I am attracted, sexually and emotionally, to girls and not guys. However, for the past 4 months, I have been in a relationship with a man. I told him right off the bat that I was a lesbian and am in no way attracted to him. Even so, we began hanging out and making out for awhile. His feelings started climbing, while mine never moved. I saw him as no more than an aquaintance who I made out with. But it was still weird, and I had no idea why. 2 months into the relationship we started having sex. At first I felt no pleasure at all, while our sex made him the happiest man in the world. I still wasn't attracted to him, and I told him this. I would only had sex with him because I wanted him to be happy and enjoy himself.
The last month (about), however, things have drastically changed. Both in our relationship and in my feelings toward him. My sexual attraction towards him began and increased, and so did my pleasure both in intercourse and in having him around. I've grown to legitimately love this man, and it's confusing because I would still identify myself as a lesbian. I also have been having thoughts, fantasies, of having a girlfriend, but also still having my boyfriend. A three-way relationship, not just a three-some. And he thinks about it, too.
I don't know, I am just pretty confused over here and it would be nice to read some comments/advice.
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Well, it happens,
Why?
Because, when you keep on doing something, it becomes a habbit and more of a need. And when you explore something, you are bound to get attatched to it. When you started having sex, well, it changed things, now choice is up to you, what u wanna be is totally up to u..
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