This is my first post and it is kind of a long story so bare with me... I'll try to make it as short as possible.

Throughout my childhood, i've NEVER had any stomach issues. I was always able to eat any and everything and be fine no matter what. No allergies or intolerances, i loved food and i'd eat an entire jar of edys ice cream within one day. I'd get occassional stomach aches but i would be able to drink some ginger ale and shake it off within a matter of hours. Even that was rare. i've always had anxiety but that never truly affected me.

Now, when i was 15, which was toward the ending of 2013, I caught a really bad stomach virus for the first time. After about a few days i still wasnt able to shake it off and even water was making me sick. WATER. So with that i lost about 10lbs. Which is alot because i am tiny anyhow. I was suffering for WEEKS with nausea vomiting and abdominal pain. Then i finally saw a g.i and planned an endoscopy begining of 2014. They found that my stomach lining had scars due to excessive acid and they pretty much chalked it down to acid reflux. OMEPRAZOLE had little effect and i was on it for months. Then i got allergy tested and it was found that i was lactose intolerant (Never had any problems with dairy before) Switched to an organic diet and i still had bloating and nausea even after eating a little bit. 2015 i was fine. still not 100%, but fine. 

Last year 2016 I randomly had an unexplainable flare up around my birthday, March. I was still organic but occasionally i'd cheat. Even grapes and water was making me sick/nauseous and i had severe belly pain. It took me almost two months to feel at least a little well, but the symptom that has stuck with me was early satiety. Even half a sandwhich would make me feel full and bloaty.

Fast forward to this past november, i wake up one morning and literally everything made me sick. I tried to force feed myself because I know i have to eat but it only made matters worse and with that, i havent had a full meal since early november. Then i started noticing that food i never had a problem with before, magically became a problem (Such as rice, bread, meat, soup) basically EVERYTHING. i was living off crackers cookies and juice.

 

NOW JANUARY,  starting on JANUARY 1ST, i caught ANOTHER BAD STOMACH VIRUS THAT THREW MY SYSTEM FOR A LOOP. I literally havent ate much since then and ive lost 20lbs, now im 99lbs. ive only had water, popsicles, cheerios (which made me sick) and sunflower seeds. I was starting to feel better last friday. I was still nauseous after eating CLEAR SOUP. CLEAR SOUP!!!!!!!. However, one of my doctors insisted that I had functional ibs dyspepsia since every test came out NEGATIVE, she insisted my anxiety was part of the problem, so they decied to prescribe me zoloft 50 mg. BIG MISTAKE. I had the WORST reaction EVER to that stuff and since then, i felt sick to my stomach, dizzy, headachey, twitchy, agitated etc. I havent ate since the night  i took that second dose (friday). Of course I discontinued it but now I feel even more anxious and depressed than ever before. I tried to eat yesturday but my body started feeling sick and i started shaking.  I JUST WANT THIS TO END. ALMOST 4 YEARS OF AGONY AND I WANT IT ALL TO STOP.