I need help with DPD

Ok so i stumbled across this page barely like 10 minutes ago? and i have to say this is the 1st time i have heard ANYBODY mention that they feel the exact EXACT same way i have in my life.

i looked thru some of these replies and found that i relate to so many of you!

-feeling like my soul or mind has left my body
-like im looking at myself move, act and talk to people but i feel like its not really me talking
-like i cant control what i say, ITS NOT ME!
- i can hear myself talk and see myself move but im not taking part of the activity
-feeling out of place
-feeling like im in a dream
-questioning everything and feeling an extreme anxiety if it goes on for too long or if i question everything too much

the first time ifelt this was when i was 9. the second time occurred around the age of 12. the third time this happened was at the age of 14 or 15, then 16, then 18, and i think i started feeling like this again about a week ago.


i seriously thought i was the only one but am feeling so happy and relieved knowing there are others like myself out there.


i found someone mention this before --> Depersonalization Disorder i looked it up on Google and found that it is exactly what i feel.
it may differ from person to person i guess but i think this is what i have.




id love to hear from anybody and everybody with this! share info, experiences, feelings, etc. i feel like i just found out about a part of me i never knew before. its werid :S