I'm 13 years old.I smoked marijuana 5 weeks ago.Now I feel depressed and depersonalized.This is what happened:
Me and my friend went to the forest to try marijuana.I took a big hit and waited for the effects.I started laughing uncontrollably and then got this feeling of de-attachment from my body.I started to feel depressed.I felt so depressed that I wanted to kill myself.I felt like I'm a being that doesn't deserve to live.My friend ran to get help but I just told him to go home.I said that I will call him when I felt better.He went away.I was tired.Every muscle in my body was heavy as my muscles were made of iron.I was laying there for 30 minutes and I gathered all the strength I had and went to my house.I locked my door and I was convincing myself that this is temporary and it will go away.I fell asleep and when I woke up I felt depersonalized.It was like I didn't recognize my parents,friend or even myself.I was depressed the whole time.I felt like this for one whole weekend and when I was in school I was still fighting for my mental health.I got an F from my teacher because I wasn't myself and couldn't answer the questions.Two hours had passed and I felt depersonalized still.I couldn't fight for my mind under these circumstances so I lost and now I regret it.
A month later here I am.My parents didn't notice anything and I tried to tell them that I felt depressed but they didn't listen.They kept telling me that it's puberty and that they also had mood swings.I didn't want to tell them about smoking weed so I went with it.Here are my symptoms:
Depression
Depersonalization
I get easily excited
I feel like I'm in this neutral/depressed state of mind
I can laugh or cry but I feel no emotion by doing so
I sometimes get a rush of emotions that make me feel like I used to feel but only for a few seconds and this happens at random times.It only happens one time trough 2 weeks.When I get this rush of emotions I feel good and I feel like every good emotion I should have felt trough this month got compressed and a small bit of these emotions got to my head and I felt them for a second or two.
Will this ever go away?
Me and my friend went to the forest to try marijuana.I took a big hit and waited for the effects.I started laughing uncontrollably and then got this feeling of de-attachment from my body.I started to feel depressed.I felt so depressed that I wanted to kill myself.I felt like I'm a being that doesn't deserve to live.My friend ran to get help but I just told him to go home.I said that I will call him when I felt better.He went away.I was tired.Every muscle in my body was heavy as my muscles were made of iron.I was laying there for 30 minutes and I gathered all the strength I had and went to my house.I locked my door and I was convincing myself that this is temporary and it will go away.I fell asleep and when I woke up I felt depersonalized.It was like I didn't recognize my parents,friend or even myself.I was depressed the whole time.I felt like this for one whole weekend and when I was in school I was still fighting for my mental health.I got an F from my teacher because I wasn't myself and couldn't answer the questions.Two hours had passed and I felt depersonalized still.I couldn't fight for my mind under these circumstances so I lost and now I regret it.
A month later here I am.My parents didn't notice anything and I tried to tell them that I felt depressed but they didn't listen.They kept telling me that it's puberty and that they also had mood swings.I didn't want to tell them about smoking weed so I went with it.Here are my symptoms:
Depression
Depersonalization
I get easily excited
I feel like I'm in this neutral/depressed state of mind
I can laugh or cry but I feel no emotion by doing so
I sometimes get a rush of emotions that make me feel like I used to feel but only for a few seconds and this happens at random times.It only happens one time trough 2 weeks.When I get this rush of emotions I feel good and I feel like every good emotion I should have felt trough this month got compressed and a small bit of these emotions got to my head and I felt them for a second or two.
Will this ever go away?
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Well thing with the weed when you do smoke your body does get heavy and you don't feel like your self and also you won't be in your right of mind either! But at your age you shouldn't be trying weed! But usually people around that age do try things out and do start smoking! But as far as you still feeling depressed and lost and depersonalized I don't know what to say about that. Like your parents said it could be puberty but it's different for everybody! But you could also just be going through some stages of life right know! If you don't mind me asking! Are you having any problems in school, home, or relationship or just anything to cause you to be feeling like that? Because it can't be from the weed cause you only get that feeling only for a few minutes then it goes away! If things don't change you might need to go to your counsler at school and maybe talk to them about your problems your are having! Or try talking to your parents again and make them understand that you are being serious and you really need some help or someone to talk to and don't be afraid to tell them that you smoked just let them know you just wanted to try it that you and your friend was clowning around with it! And maybe you should talk to your friend who you smoked with and see if he is experiencing the same symptoms as you are and if he been smoking weed ask him if he felt like that when he first tried it? Please keep me posted and let me know if there's any changes or if you need any help with anything else. Good luck with everything and I hope things changes for you and you feel better!
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No,I don't have any problems at all.I will get a ps3 and xbox for summer and I'm going to Switzerland and coastal Croatia.Recently,only good things are happening to me.
My friend has smoked maybe 5 times and he never got what I got.He just felt what people are feeling when they are high.
I hope this is a permanent state of mind or else I will not enjoy all those good things happening to me right now.Maybe it's because I tried weed in a dangerous stage of puberty when the brain is developing and the effects that by you last only a few minutes could last like 2 or 3 months.Maybe the THC is being slowly washed away and that's why I feel better over time.If I find out that it is because of this then I will maybe try weed when my body stops developing.I'll try it when I'm 20 or so but I doubt I'll ever try it again.
Thanks though.
My friend has smoked maybe 5 times and he never got what I got.He just felt what people are feeling when they are high.
I hope this is a permanent state of mind or else I will not enjoy all those good things happening to me right now.Maybe it's because I tried weed in a dangerous stage of puberty when the brain is developing and the effects that by you last only a few minutes could last like 2 or 3 months.Maybe the THC is being slowly washed away and that's why I feel better over time.If I find out that it is because of this then I will maybe try weed when my body stops developing.I'll try it when I'm 20 or so but I doubt I'll ever try it again.
Thanks though.
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I meant:
I hope that this is a temporary state of mind.
Not:
I hope that this is a permanent state of mind.
I'm Croatian so I get confused sometimes.
I hope that this is a temporary state of mind.
Not:
I hope that this is a permanent state of mind.
I'm Croatian so I get confused sometimes.
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You need to talk to your parents about the weed and exactly about what you're feeling and possibly see a doctor. There is a variety of medications that can help you, and depersonalization is a serious thing. It WILL go away if you can convince yourself and seek the right help.
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hey man i had the same thing happen to me, except it happened after using salvia, now im not trying to scare you but i was in a depersonalized state for 2 years, i know what you mean about feeling normal for a few seconds i thought i was gonna snap out of it. but honestly the best thing to do is try and just forget that its affecting you, i dont suffer from it anymore cause i never think about it, i have episodes every now and then but i can have methods of making them go away, like smoking a cigarette or drinking water, i just started taking an iron supplement and i noticed that it makes me feel more connected so i mean you can try that, i feel more awake, so dont worry this is something you can get over just dont let it get to you
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hey i am with you 100 percent
when i smoke weed, its like all my inner demons come out
i feel like a piece of s***
i feel my legs shaking uncontrolably
i wanna die and i wanna take everyone with me but the thing you gotta remember is that its not you
think of yourself before you smoked weed, what were you like? can you remember that person?
remember how happy and friendly he was?
come back to that feeling dawg.
when i smoke weed, its like all my inner demons come out
i feel like a piece of s***
i feel my legs shaking uncontrolably
i wanna die and i wanna take everyone with me but the thing you gotta remember is that its not you
think of yourself before you smoked weed, what were you like? can you remember that person?
remember how happy and friendly he was?
come back to that feeling dawg.
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It happens because of that, because of expectation of happening something better than it already is. Weed is a strong drug regardless of anyone saying otherwise, weed is sh*t, life is so much better without it, trust me, i've dealt with the same and found ways to live better without it..
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I know how you feel, i was like this for about 2-3 months after smoking with 2 friends at lunch at school, i went to class screwed out of my mind lol. yes it does go away.
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DO NOT take any meds for this, you don't need it. depersonalization is a symptom of anxiety usually. nothing more. you will get through this and be back to normal :-)
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what happens if im taking zoloft? are you saying this med will permanently make me worse?? im going through EXACTLY the same thing. from weed. =/ please help.
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Hey man, pretty much the exact same thing happened to me. Your'e going to be ok. I know it's horrible and scary but it does go away, just take each day as it comes, and really try not to think about it. It took me about 5 or 6 months to get over it. I felt hopeless and scared and reading stuff on the internet didnt help at all, just want you to know that it will go away an you'll be ok. Hope this helps
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i smoked marijuana two weeks ago i feel depersonalized and scared that im going to die
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Hey man did you ever end up feeling any better? I had a vary simmar experience but worse. It was only the second time of me trying it out of I think 4 or 5. And I did way more than I should have, but I didn't know any better and I just kept going. ( cigar full and a joint) And I completely freaked out and thought I was going to die, my heart was going so fast I thought it might just stop. And really bad stomach cramps and head pains ect. Anyways I have never quite felt the same after that.I have him kind Felt like I'm in a dream.(depersonalization) i just turned 16 in this all happened 10 months ago and I still don't feel right and always have a head ache.
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