After a year of problems with etd my consultant suggested grommets. I was told 50/50 chance of it improving my condition but would certainly not make anything worse!

Went ahead and immediately after the operation I had lost 50% of my hearing. I'm 3 weeks down the line and my hearing is still aweful... I have no idea what to do . I'm finding everything difficult and am full of regret... Should I wait longeror have them removed? 

Please someone help it's ruined my life, have been considering suicide. I can't live like this..