I'm new, & posted this on the home page, but think I should have been here. I'm thinking hard about going from Methadone to Suboxone(?) after 20 yrs. I used drugs heavily before that, starting at a young age. I've decided I want to be free the last years of my life. However, I am terrified of being sick. I'm afraid I'll never be free if I don't leave the safe cocoon of my clinic, but YIKES! Any help would be SO appreciated. Thanks.