Should this be looked at as a problem for me? im 15 now and this started when i was 11 i grew an attraction to older guys it progressed as i had access to the internet and i had an online lover who was in his 30's who introduced me to alot of sexual stuff an 11 yr old shouldn't know he was in my life for 2 yrs until he got banned on the site we were chatting on. 13 i lost my virginity to a 26 yr old and i dont regret it. I know this could cause problems for future lovers but i cant help myself..I dont know if this is just a phase or if this is viewed as pedophilia somehow with my preference anyways this attraction to grown men hasnt stopped now that im 15 and it has just made me more supseptible to weirdos and bad people that ive taken an interest in bc when i meet a grown man into me their influence rubs off alot. Theres lots of red flags to this ik but i dont look for anything serious just a sexual reliever I just cant get over the feeling of their big hands on me i fall in lust.
Opinions or questions?
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I think its just a passage your going through and just experimenting , together with puberty . Same way people in your age will try out drugs, alcohol , weeds etc.
You'll grow older n finally stick to what you feel suits you best .
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