i got lots of stress nowadays.. the issue? let me simplify it for easy reading. Need advice please... I feel so depressed sometimes & im afraid that it might give me more health issues. Im Filipino with a Japanese boyfriend. we live together for over 9years. We're both single though he havent propose to me yet. We have no children. He's very busy at work (usual japanese). he holds a very special position in the company & everyone depends on him. About Him Daily routine Mon to Sat: leaves the house at 7am & come back at 9pm, then driving range then gym. come back home at 11pm & we sleep at 12MN. Sun: Golf. leaves the house at around 5am, then come back at 3pm. He normally goes on a business trip 12 to 20times a year. About me: Im an entrepreneur. i have several small bussiness. I left corporate world to give more time to workout with my relationship with my partner. i was the one to adjust with his busy schedule (which is very fine with me coz i love him so much) Our relationship & time together: Sat: Intimate night Sun: dinner together/our bonding time movie, coffee (due to his very crucial role at work we have no time to go out of town) Our relationship is routinary. Though our relationship with each is doing fine. But... We never talk about settling down. He never introduce me to his family. No marriage proposal. & sometimes my intuition tells me that he sometimes cheats on me especially when he go oversea. My dilema is to leave him or continue my relationship with him. I love him a lot seriously. I never cheated on him. & im sure that i want to be with him forever. I want to have a real family. (he knows that) However, my relationship status with him makes me think twice as i mentioned above: We never talk about settling down. He never introduce me to his family. No marriage proposal. I think he doesnt want to get married & doesnt want to have child. & sometimes my intuition tells me that he sometimes cheats on me especially when he go oversea. I need opinion & good advice what do i have to do? He's 51y/o & im 35y/o. my biological clock is tickin... pls help